I’ve had a really good day today Nanna. I had an epiphany and finally for the first time in a long time I’ve realised it’s time to focus on me and my happiness and focus on my goals, what I want to do and not worry about everyone else all the time. I know I’m so much like you and always put everyone else before myself. I worry so much about seeing everyone all the time and I get stressed out if I can’t fit everyone in. Whenever I was with you I was always in the moment. I enjoyed so much just being together and living in the moment and I think everything has just opened my eyes so much that I don’t do that enough in my own life. In my heart I believe this is you telling me to look after myself and just do me as I know you were not able to live your life that way. I’m going to do it and if I can’t do it for myself I’m going to do it for you. You keep me so strong & I am so grateful for that. You will forever be in my heart, soul and mind! Love you so much xxxxxxxx